Why oh why
It’s mornings like these that make us wondering why we are who we are, or do the things we do. I’m up early to help cover from my co-worker is off today and tomorrow. Having to juggle two positions and two children is quite the challenge especially where we are now. I have found that trying to maintain a peaceful demeanor becomes more difficult as the workload increases. Granted it is all part of life and living, but damn it it’s hard. I’m focusing on staying strong for the wife and kids, to show that life is good and we are happy. It becomes a series of mental games. We can do it though, I know we can. I’ve got a funeral to go to this Sunday, maybe that will help with perspective. I also have my Fellowcraft degree a week from Monday. Taking in more Masonic knowledge and experience will definitely help.
